| | Whoever reads this: if you are against pro-ana things please leave. Don't leave me mean comments, cuz it will be simply dumb. I won't care anyways, so why losing your time here if you can do something else?
Who is pro: welcome to my world ♥
I opened this yournal beacause I couldn't bear my problems anymore on my owno. I really hope that someone who reads this and feels the same will just simply write me a worm word or two. It's really comforting, such a thing, though it migh sound stupid, cuz' i hardly even know you. Anyways, welcome to my crackbrained world.
My name is Suzie, I am 16 years old. I had my birthday just a few days ago and don't feel better knowing that another year of a pathetic struggle has passed me by.I think it was just a year ago when I started to write a diary in a notebook, hoping, that someday the things I write will change. But, of course, I was wrong. I can even risk a statement that it even got worse. But I think that's enough bout stupid moi.
Today I woke up reeeeeeealy early. The funny thing was that when I rolled myself to the kitchen to make myself a cup of coffee to swallow some miraculous caffeine I met my mother with a plate of grilled cheese sandwiches. Oh gawd, they smelled so gorgous that my knees got soft. But when looking at them I noticed just a bucket of fat. Gross. [Isn't it funny, I've always loved grilled cheese...]
Mother asked me wether I wanted one, but, though my stomach was desperatly tryming to call out for one, I just said "noway, I don't eat this stuff at six am". Mother just looked at me and left. I was about to melt to the floor, but just grabbed the cup and left.
I think it's time for me to get to work. It's a gorgous Saturday and I have a lot of stuff to do, starting of with some exercise.
Suzie
Plz cmmnt ♥ |
| | Posted 11/19/2005 12:42 PM - 7 Views - 12 eProps - 6 comments
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